Depression or teenage angst?

My sophmore/ junior year sucked too. When you get out of that cesspool / fishbowl of high school, you'll see things improve. Wanting out of your situation and away from these people may be a start in the right direction. You might want to take a look at Big Brothers, Big Sisters or Outwardbound as a way of getting a better perspective. Don't turn to alcohol, drugs or easy as these will get ya into things you can't walk away from. Seek the advice of some family members (Aunts, Uncles or Cousins) who are close to your age who have survived HS and are into their life. Get out more on weekends or other "Off" time and decompress...